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lyrics

(Verse 1)
I'm lying next to a woman that I don't want around
fantasies of true loves invade my thoughts and I frown
'cause I gots ta get down... at least that's how I trained myself
because the chase and the hunt is just a game and I play it well
but I wonder if I'm creating hell, custom-made for me
I feel the darkness calling whenever we touch and play, 'cause see,
I hastily pounced when the cat was displayed, and seized
but I want to turn away when I hear her voice say to me
anything resembling emotional attachment
instantly I'm grimacing while posted on her mattress
i feel fiendish 'cause I know I'm stoking sadness
'cause I don't care about her feelings, so what we have is
not special or sacred, we're just dealing
with animal urges, realizing that is revealing
'cause the relationship looked open but there's a glass ceiling
so what we do is sexual, but isn't really healing

(Hook)
these are my confessions
for I am weak in the flesh
i lose sight of what i really ought to seek and get stressed
so now my heart is cold
although her body is hot
I can't have what I want,
so I settle with what I've got

(Verse 2)
My tongue is made of silver, my dick is made of diamond
my words can break a strong woman's will like her hymen
I have the hands of a lover, but the heart of a killer
the feeling keeps em coming back like a crack dealer
She's looking for a thrill, and I provide her with plenty
She says that I'm delicious but I leave her feeling empty
my game is hella vicious like I'm dealing with an enemy
she wants me for my kisses, I just want what she can give to me
but immediately afterwards, I'm saying I gotta bounce
'cause I feel uncomfortable even staying inside her house
I work the cat till she's squeaking like a mouse, then I'm out,
'cause my affection lasts just long enough to cum in her mouth
and leave her with a frosted face, but me, I'm lost in space
I'm a fraud, a fake, a monster, though I never caught a case
I'm the man who wasn't there, my identity is erased
in this race to the bottom, I've gotten scared of the pace

(Hook)
these are my confessions
for I am weak in the flesh
i lose sight of what i really ought to seek and get stressed
so now my heart is cold
although her body is hot
I can't have what I want,
so I settle with what I've got

(Verse 3)
Not too far in the past, when my hardening heart was smashed
into shards sharp as glass, my mind started to crack
I collapsed, I couldn't cry, but it wasn't hard to laugh
wondering if this darkened path was the mark of God's wrath
so the pain I cause is an artifact of hard knock class
artifice is hard to resist with a broad in your lap
and I do believe in love, but don't know if I deserve it
observing the courses of these forces made me absurdist
so I laugh as they hurt us, 'cause the pain is what connects us
I used to be so faithful, but became such a slut
it's strange how we change just to fuck, getting service
is all that makes sense when our ideals become worthless
kisses become curses, memory's a savage biz
'cause I died inside, but don't know if I'd rather live
was it guilt that built this sadness? Does it matter in the end?
Because all I know is heartbreak, so that's all that I can give

(Hook)
these are my confessions
for I am weak in the flesh
i lose sight of what i really ought to seek and get stressed
so now my heart is cold
although her body is hot
I can't have what I want,
so I settle with what I've got

credits

from The Real, released January 21, 2014
lyrics: MICjordan
beat: Hippie Sabotage

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